Nabi. 17. Tomasino. Nurse. Christian
Haphazard. Extrovert. Weeper. Unpredictable. Impulsive.
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Dahil andito ka na ulit, at na-miss kita ng sobra, ALAM NA. Good luck satin. :)
With Rebecca, my Korean friend, who is now going to study in Canada. HUHUHU. I miss her so much!
NEOMU NEOMU NEOMU NEOME BOGO SHIPEUNDEYO SEUNGWON-A! NI INSAENGEUL HAENGBOKHAGIL BARAE ;D NEON NAYE BEPU YEONGWONHI! :D
With Alyssa aka Ultimate Photo Bomber. HAHAHA! Sayang, mas gusto ko sanang display photo ‘to, kaso may troll sa likod. Still love it though! :D
39. I love Jollibee’s Chicken Joy.
Mas gusto kong magkaibigan lang tayo, kasi alam kong dun tayo tatagal.
Masaya akong pinigilan ko ang sarili ko na sabihin yung “akala kong nararamdaman ko”. Now I can finally say that I couldn’t be happier na we are good friends, and alam kong dito talaga walang pwedeng maging palya. Narealize ko rin na di talaga ikaw ang tipo ng taong gusto ko. Oo, masaya ako pag kasama kita, pero hanggang dun lang yata talaga?
Sa kabila ng lahat ng nangyari, nagpapasalamat ako ng sobra sobra dahil dito ito humantong.
Comfort zones.
Minsan talaga kailangan nating mahiwalay sa sarili nating comfort zones para malaman natin kung hanggang saan ang kaya natin. Tulad na lang ngayong college na, maraming bagay ang kailangan kong isakripisyo para mag-aral at mabuhay mag-isa sa Manila. Tulad na lang ng pamilya, kaibigan, bahay, masasarap na lutong ulam at marami pang iba na nagpapagaan at nagpapadali ng buhay ko. Aaminin kong sobrang hirap nung kinailangan kong mahiwalay sa mga ‘yon. But at the same time, it was their absence that made me stronger.
Nalaman kong kaya ko naman pala. At kung akala mong hindi mo kaya, I’m sure makakaya mo rin at masasanay ka rin, in time. May mga pagkakataon na akala ko hindi ko na kaya; na akala ko susuko na ‘ko, pero sa mga pagkakataon din na ‘yon ko nasubukang i-push yung sarili ko. Dahil sa pagkakalayo ko sa mga comfort zones ko, mas marami akong natutunan at masasabi kong maraming naitulong yun sakin. Lalo na sa pakikipagkaibigan o pakikipagkilala, pagiging inependent, pagdedesisyon, at maging narin sa pagma-manage ng pera.
Basta lagi lang nating tandaan na sa buhay, walang kahit na anong may halaga ang madaling makuha. Kung baga, lahat ng bagay kailangan nating paghirapan para mas magkaroon yun ng kahulugan. There are things far better than what makes us feel comfortable, and those things are what makes us better.
5-20-12
@ Lourdes, Tagaytay with Mom and Sister
How I spent Thursday.
Summer class was finally over! This day was such a treat for all of us. Last Thursday was Rena’s 18th birthday and she is a very dear friend of mine. This was the craziest day I ever had with my blockmates! I missed them so much and I am so glad we had the chance to get together again.
The venue was at Imus, almost a 2-hour ride from Manila. Because of that, we had to stay at my other blockmate’s house there. Alyssa and her Tita was very accommodating and kind. They even bought us food and made breakfast for us! We’re very sorry for the mess and all the noise, btw!
The party was supposed to start by 5 so we we’re ready by 4. The driver arrived by 6, and that gave us a lot of time to have a “mini photoshoot”, thanks to our “official photographer”, Ian. We got there by 6:30 and we thought we’re late but luckily it didn’t start yet.
We’re all dolled up and we all look fancy (compared to the usual school uniform and bun that we have to wear everyday). 
Hi! I am with an Etude House endorser!
With the Araneta brothers! Although you had trouble going to the place because you don’t know it and you don’t speak Tagalog, I am so proud of you guys, you made it safe and alive! :)
With the debutant, Rena. Too bad, we’re not able to take a picture with everyone in it because we won’t fit. She is just gorgeous, isn’t she? A beautiful person, inside and out! Happy birthday again, Rena!
Last photo of the night, I think?
We went back to Alyssa’s house by 11 and we literally didn’t get any sleep. We had to go back to UST by 7AM because of the Community Health Nursing orientation. We left Imus by 5:30 so we we’re just a bunch of zombies on the bus. HAHA! The bus we took had no more seats so we had to stand ‘til Baclaran. EPIC. Good thing it wasn’t my scheduled orientation yet so I went back to the dorm and went straight to bed. The result? I slept for 16 FREAKIN’ HOURS! Yeah, I woke up by 11PM. I couldn’t believe it myself, but maybe that was just how exhausted I am.
I couldn’t explain how genuinely happy I was that day! Thank you for making me happy, and I look forward to having more moments like this with you guys, and hopefully with our other blockmates. Sa debut ko naman!
I don’t know how guys do it…
But how can you show someone that she is important but act like you don’t know them the next day. Just when she thought that you two shared something special, you show her that you couldn’t care less about what she feels.
I don’t know about other guys, but so far, that’s how they are.
Thoughts on marriage.
As much as I love watching wedding videos and wedding ceremonies itself, I cannot withdraw from thoughts of hating it at the same time. I personally blame it all on the image of marriage that I grew up with.
My parents have been separated for as long as I could remember. They dated for 7 years, and were married for 5. And it’s not just my parents. It’s practically everyone and we can see it everywhere. Sometimes couples won’t separate legally and could stay at one house but be completely indifferent of each other. Though I don’t blame my parents for ruining the image of happily ever after, I cannot completely submit to the idea of a possibility of that one love that’ll last.
Personally, Joseph Bonifacio and Rica Peralejo is one of my most favorite couples ever (thus the video of their wedding). I am amazed how much God has touched their hearts and made them so strong that even the darkest pasts, hardships of the present, and the uncertainties of the future could never break them apart. And from that I remember the passage that says “What God has joined, let no man separate”. They are perfect for each other because God made them to be. God was the center of their relationship and because of that, they really are unbreakable. TRIVIA: Their first kiss happened on the day of their wedding.
After the wedding, marriage happens, and I wonder how hard it could get. You could have the grandest and the most expensive wedding anyone could ever wish for. But what happens after the lights have gone out, the people go, and the bride and groom is left? LIFE.
I hope that I would be brave enough to face life if ever the time comes that God would gracefully give me that someone. Instead of praying for the perfect man, I pray that I could be the woman that God would want me to be. And I know I need a lot of help on that because I recognize the fact that I am not the perfect person to be with… yet.
I know that I am too young to be talking about big things like marriage. But we can never be too prepared. I know He will prove me wrong, and I know that He will write a love story better than I could ever imagine for myself. There is hope that I wouldn’t experience the same fate as my parents, or anyone who has separated, because Someone has a bigger plan for me.
