|Dino:||Bakit parang lagi kang tinotopak ngayon?|
|Me:||Ewan ko rin. Kaya nga topak di ba? Kung alam ko eh di sana nasolusyunan ko na... O alam ko kung bakit, ayaw ko lang talagang aminin.|
It’s one of those days when you wake up next to a person, you stare at his face, and you know that you’ll never look at that person the same way ever again.
Is it love? Maybe. If there is anything that this man has taught me, it is that there are many kinds and levels of love. And I have found love in the comfort of his company. I can spend the whole day listening to our comfortable silence and still feel happy.
This piece of solace is bittersweet. There is a sense of contentment, but I still want more. I know that this is the farthest we can ever go. and I already accepted that, but there is still a part of me that hopes of a higher love.
I don’t want to be the one who tries to find fault in something that is beautiful. In these days of repose I found bliss. I feel lucky to be given a chance to wake up next to you. This feeling of ease has blinded me.It made me forget of the reasons why we can never be together. Your embrace and your words kept me waiting in vain. But that’s okay. I would’ve given anything to stay in this room with you forever. In our own little world where there is only you and me.
But I have a fickle heart. And I know that this too shall pass.